this year.....lost..

OK i am totally lost.
its either my brain has expired or im turning into a monster.

a few days back this 2e1 guy wanted to fight me,i threw the first punch but he hid..he still dare to call me humji,today after school go to his class,then this is the convo
ME:eh cb call me hum ji fight la
WEI CHAO(THE 2e1 bastard):come here la i your doggy izit?
ME:fine la,(walked to him..he still dare to call me humji and walk away)
ME:since daniel was beside me i told him this;im just wasting my time..anywayz u got detention i got religious class..so yea catch up with you tomorrow
daniel:yea kk bye.

BTW,today mother toungue period i feel so guilty....this is what happened

Tian Mu started laughing then he say to me
Tian mu:eh u hear what i say?
me:huh what
Tian mu:your father is bangla ur mother is chinese

what i did was strangle him tried to get control of his hands scratching me but couldnt so i cornered him and punched his face..he wrecked my specs sia..lucky never break.i went to the toilet to spit out my blood from my mouth,i go back to library and say
ME:cb nexttime insult my parents watch out,donno how to retaliate with words then shut up
tian mu:COME LA I SCARED?
ME:fuck u come here la..
Tian mu:u come to me la
ME(GOING TO HIM)cb wan challange still
AGAIN INTERRUPTED...
was going to punch tianmu again on the face the aunty stop me..
he was hiding his face..his head had some cut..what to do man.i cant stand people who insult parents.

Hey,benji im sorry i hurt you in any way..friends forgive each other..i hope u do.